We both left with a smile
I wish you stuck around for awhile
But it was mutual
It was fine
I’m the one that broke it off
I don’t regret that decision
But it was so hard watching you take steps back
It felt like an attack
I’m sorry I never felt that way for you
I’m sorry I couldn’t look at you that way
I hope your new boyfriend can
Cause I was never supposed to be your man
I’m just not boyfriend material
I hope you understand
Maybe it’s just my insecurities but sometimes you’re just dealt a bad hand
I’ll get better
And I know you deserved better
So thank you
For giving me a shot
I’m sorry
That I wasn’t all that you thought
And that I could never have fought for you
I loved you too
But that’s why I had to let you go
But I want you to know
That it was all me
That my heart just wasn’t in it
And I’m sorry for that
I’m sorry I fell into this pit
Goodbye
Thank you for being my first
And giving me a chance
Now you’re smiling with someone else
And I’m so happy for you
Even though it looks like I’m crying
I’m not, it’s just so hard to keep trying
I’m so glad that you’re happy
Because that’s all I ever wanted for you
And you could never get that with me
Maybe that wasn’t fair for me to make that decision
But I don’t deserve happiness
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