I feel like a test subject
They only observe what they want to
And leave the rest
They make sure my bare necessities are taken care of
Without actually looking to see if I’m mentally well enough
Which I’m not
But I guess I can rot because I’ve fought to stay alive
It’s really okay to leave me be because I’m taught that I’m worth less
I don’t need anything more
Please don’t look at me I know I’m a horror
I want to be better and I’m trying to learn but I keep failing
I am a failure but I’m not a quitter, I don’t know how much longer that can keep up
But you won’t hear a titter
Because I will try
Even though I’d rather just cry
And that’s okay
I’d rather not stay in a world where all we do is talk about what we’re going to do
Without any action
Was it all just to join that faction?
I want to take action and I want to help
I may not know how but I’m willing to try and learn
I want to earn my place in this world
And I will
I will keep going
Keep failing
If that’s what it takes
Because this is my world too
And I may die one day but that doesn’t matter
Because I’ll keep going until I do
Know that’s true
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