Flying

I flew in my dreams

It all just seems

Like it always falls apart at the seams

Gosh it always feels like I’m running out of steam

I don’t need to be noticed

I’ll fade into the background

And die on this mound

Because I will never be found

I’m scared of myself

I’m scared of who I’ll be everyday

Because I’m scared I’ll never find a way

But I guess there’s a reason I’m still alive

That’s what I tell myself at least

Maybe it’s just to be laughed at like the beast

But at least my life would have meaning then

But I’m still alive

So I guess I’ll see what I can do with this life

I’m scared of myself

Everyday

I just want to sleep

To go back to flying in my dreams

But that will never happen

So I wait for death

While doing things that terrify me

Because I’m scared of myself

And that I will never be enough

For me